Good Evening all,
Who do you want to you be? What do you want be? Where do you want to live? What do you want to wear? What do you want to eat? It is hard with busy days, all the kids, work, achieving, goals, and just wanting more. Wanting what your neighbor has, wanting what your friend has, wanting what your coworker has. We want so much and are constantly not satisfied with what we have. How do you really know what you want? I know for me, one second I want to be a movie star and the next travel the world. The truth is I am so clouded and engulfed with media, life, and what I don't have and all that I will have tomorrow. Being forced to just wait today, gave me a moment to think, be alone with myself, the person who really knows what I want, what I truly need, ME! These are just a few of the things that flowed through my head today. As I was standing in the fresh air, watching the trees dance, the wind whisper sweet nothings in my ear, and my body soaking up every ounce of sun shine. I need to focus on what Crystal actually wants and not what I think I need because everyone else has it. Today I was a Farmers Market and as I was walking back to the car and someone gave me a discount on eyelash extensions, who needs eyelash extensions. Well for a moment I was thinking do I need eyelash extensions. This is exactly what I am talking about. We need to focus on what we actually want and not what others make us think we want or tell us what we want. Well that is my 2 cents for the day, hope it helps you find some enlightenment.
Love,
Crystal